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Anxiety

Tue Oct 27, 2009, 12:34 PM
I was suddenly reminded...that November is very close by... Which means NaNoWriMo... Something of which I got two friends to join. How well they'll do, considering, unlike me, they have a crapload of school work seeing as their next batch of exams start in December? I dunno...
Haa... I'm still not quite sure what I want to write about. I was planning on attempting the same lame-o story I wanted to write last year, but was to lazy to write past the prologue stage... Or maybe I could work on B&W... Then again, I've also felt like making a new batch of characters which story after listening to Earth by Imogen Heap...OTL

That, and I think I've hit an all-time low with my motivation. It's just not there. I started to write a...story *cough*Arei/Mav/Chi*cough* and ah... I never got past page one >>;;
That, I've...been drawing a lot of circles lately =/
Today I even looked at one of them and was like, 'What the hell did I want to draw here again?' -was talking about the odd way the head was placed on the paper-
But hnn... That wasn't originally why I made this journal...

Me and a few friends have been discussing for...a few years already, actually, but now I'm really curious. It's a question to...everyone out there that doesn't live on the NA or Europe, but ah... What's school like for you guys there?
Over here we hear from so many people that the American systems is so many times easier than what we're struggling with here, and with each passing year I notice that it's only getting harder. I no longer have to really worry about that, but my friends... I've never heard any of them fail so badly before D|
Then again, the teachers are crap, but they sure love pouring the work on you. While in one of their classes I heard what they had for the next weeks, and was like '...my God. What is this?!' Then again, their stuff is harder then what I got.

I've always wanted to experience what high school was like, but I seemed to have lost my chance to the moment I entered my last year. Apparently I had technically finished high school once I entered fourth/fifth grade here (tenth/eleventh grade?), which kind of made me...sad OTL
There's an International School here, but eh... Expensive OTL

I seem to be rambling here now... But...I'm just really curious D|
I would really...really like to know how much of that is true. I mean...I'm not a very good example, seeing as I slack of more than anything and never make my homework unless told it's for bonus points or there's a chance I might get kicked out of class...

What are classes like? What's the system like? How does school go? By that I mean...um... So like, here we have (literally translated) Basic school, which would be...primary school? Middle school, then once we finish that it's off to college/university. What's it like...out there-ish?
Gah...I should probably look this up myself instead of ask... Something I'm not even sure if anyone's gonna answer orz
And honestly, I don't even know what to ask...
Oh, what time does school start? When does it end? How many breaks? How long are classes? What are the subjects...ish?
...I think I lost my train of thought there...OTL

Um, but yeah... No one has to answer this... If you do, that'd be nice, but eh... I'm probably asking too much...
...why am I talking about school? >>;;
But yeah...I haven't been able to keep my mind off of this for the past couple of days...

I...think I'm gonna end the journal here now before I ramble too much...
Might get rid of it...>>;;
Hnn...:iconotlplz:

Um...also... I don't...want mean to insult anyone with this... If it comes over as that... Really... I'm just...curious...OTL

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Fireflies by Owl City
  • Reading: RP's
  • Watching: Stuff on Youtube
  • Playing: Random roms

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Fri Oct 16, 2009, 11:50 AM
Stolen from :icondrowdagger:

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
is currently wet and sticky with water and gel because the lady who cleans the house finished fixing it up a few hours ago...OTL

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
I either talk nonsense that not even I understand, or I say stuff that really doesn't matter and I get the impression the people I talk to really don't care OTL

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
is to open up and talk more, be more open about my feelings, stop bottling stuff up and freaking do stuff on my own. I'm 18 now and need to start taking better care of myself. I'm so close to getting kicked out of the house OTL

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
my will to do a lot of things. But I do believe I've also lost that horribly depressing part of myself that, instead of making myself feel better or anything, just made things worse...

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
people tell me things I already know, over and over again. I beat myself up enough with these bits of information. I don't need anyone else rubbing it in my face even more. Also, I really hate the attitude of one of my closest friend's towards smoking... I'm not going to rant about it, but really... I'm anti and she smokes herself, by the way.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
someone probably shoved the bottle of whatever alcoholic drink down my throat. I'm not interested in drinking. At all :|

8. I've come to realize that money:
is a good way to corrupt people.

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
I probably changed somewhere to get to that age. I don't plan on growing old :|

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
somewhat of an artist at heart. For all the times I've tried quitting due to low-esteem issues, I also pick a pencil up again and start drawing. I mean, if it makes people happy...why stop?

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
no one. There was this one guy, though, but I seriously think that I just think of him as a friend that I get excited over seeing because, well... He's fun to be with |3

12. I've come to realize that the last time I smiled was:
either when I skipped through Drow's meme a bit and saw my icon under 'who will repost this', or either when I took that manly quiz on Facebook and got 100%... And people I barely talk to commented on that. How does making no penis make you manly? OTL

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
should change. Seriously, I need to get myself a new one OTL

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I go right back to sleep again until I get fed up with sleeping.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
think the most about all my OC's and tend to start developing their stories more.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
how annoying my brothers are with their lack of cooperation, the song First Train Home by Imogen Heap and how to reply to the RP's on YaoiDreams...OTL

17. I've come to realize that my life:
has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride, with a crapload of ups and downs and loop-de-loops and everything else. Still is...orz

18. I've come to realize that my favourite drink is:
Pina Colada. I've only had Virgin Pina Colada, though, but that thing tastes great |D

19. I've come to realize that today I will have:
to probably deal with some crap, considering my brothers got into a fight not too long ago...

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
have a hard time sleeping, as usual. I'm a restless sleeper and wake up quite often. Unless I'm dead tired.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
see what happens. My tomorrows tend to be quite unpredictable OTL

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
do something with my life besides sitting at home all day and rot away in this room. Go back to my old house with my old room, even if it is rat infested. Or just freaking move out of my grandpa's house into a new one. Talk to people on MSN that I'm too nervous to initiate the conversation myself...OTL

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
... I don't really know. :iconbaka-murasaki-neko:, mebbe? Or :iconbreezy13094:... Or :icontrixsmia:, but I doubt any of those, akshually OTL

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
something I need to work harder for. And not the lovey-dovey couple kind. I'm not interested in those.

25. I've come to realize that love:
may just be out there. I still don't actually believe in it, but oh well. Maybe one day.

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend:
I don't really have any, but the best ones I've had don't live here anymore ;_;
Or I just don't get the chance to see them...

27. I've come to realize my best girl friend:
are all able to piss me off pretty good some way or another... And make me doubt everything they say, yet with the way I am, I still need them OTL

28. I've come to realize food is:
something you're supposed to eat. Preferably before it expires, or face the horrible consequences D|

29. I've come to realize that this summer:
a lot of things happenend. Things have changed... And not necessarily for the best.

30. I've come to realize heartbreak:
is something I've never really experienced, but want to. But with the way I am now, I probably won't anytime soon.

31. I've come to realize that the person I like:
...is no one. Well, not in that way, anyway.

32.I've come to realize that my brother:
are annoying, yet fun to be with at times. Like any normal sibling should be.

33. I've come to realize that crying:
is something I should probably start doing again, instead of keepin everything bottled up.

34. I've come to realize that death:
is something that will happen, and something I'd like to happen soon, actually. Yet not at the same time =/

35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
it's probably a cold, or something really bad. Despite my lazy lifestyle and unhealtiness and lack of eating I do at times, I'm quite healty =/

36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
I either become extremely random and confuse myself, sleep, do nothing, or desperately want to talk to someone.

37. After answering every question I realize that:
I sound depressed, and probably am, despite having been quite happy this morning. I really want to talk to someone. I really want to talk about my OC's, but only if people are interested and stuff. I need to become more active. I need to become less contradictory and hypocritical. I need to stop thinking so much... I've realizing I don't really have much family I can rely on...

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: First Train Home by Imogen Heap
  • Reading: Pandora Hearts, Yaoi Doujin
  • Watching: Stuff on Youtube
  • Playing: Random VBA roms + Stepmania

Music = Good for the Imagination

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 4:16 PM
Okay...I just felt like updating this again -3-

So like... I've been living off of Facebook and music lately... Facebook for the stalking lame games, and music, 'cause...

Someone up and mentioned Three Days Grace's new album, which made like; '...new album?' -looks up-
I've heard every song from their album... And Imogen Heap's, since I haven't listenend to her in a while.
Now I'm moving on to Skillet.
This song.
This one song of theirs.
Monster

I asked ~trixsmia to help me think of which character this song fits best. So far we've had Chi, Chains and Kuren... If I ever get unlazy enough to draw properly I'll make a version for all the characters this song reminds me of.

Speaking of music and drawing, listening to so many songs... I feel so inspired to draw again. I swear if I wait for my sudden drawing urge to dry out I will beat the crap out of myself. No joke :|
Somebody kick me/pester me/threaten me/blackmail me/whatever to start drawing again. I really want to OTL

If not draw the ideas I have, I hope to at least draw what Mav and Chi look like now post-reset >>
I mean...for those who know Mav... I'm curious to find out what they think of his new design... If, y'know... He's cared for at all OTL
Okay, stopping the emo-ing now >>;;

But yeah...
How's...everyone else been? Anything particularly new or interesting going on?
...
YES, I ENJOY TALKING TO MYSELF, NOW STFU AND HUMOUR ME! D< -shot- OTL

PS. Anxiety needs to die a slow, painful death. srsly

  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Monster by Skillet
  • Reading: Pandora Hearts
  • Watching: Pandora Hearts
  • Playing: Random VBA roms + Stepmania

And then there were more~

Thu Oct 1, 2009, 2:38 PM
I seem to enjoy depressing myself :|
It's not like 'wow, I just realized this'. Really, something I knew long ago. But still...
I seem to enjoy depressing myself...

And Britney's newest song, Three, is stuck in my head... Curse you, WhatTheBuck for mentioning it in your video ( but you make me so happy and you're so gay |D ). Curse my curiousity. And curse the rather catchy song. Dammit D|

Also... I may very well end up working at Subway one of these days D|
My mom mentioned and showed me the ad in the newspaper, and my immediate answer was 'Sure, why not' but after thinking it over... I'm going to have to handle with people... And serve them food... At a fast pace...
If I do go work there...I'm going to be so ridiculously paranoid/anxious for the first few days/weeks D|
Well, it might beat rotting away at home, collecting dust in the process...

First set of exams are over for my friends, which means I can visit them again and we can hang out |D
...if we hang out...orz

Gah, boring crap about myself over.
Now I bring to you the last meme I stole from :icondeathbymurder:


10 Character Meme!

First, select your ten fictional characters (from any medium) by whichever method you like best. Then answer the questions below.

1. Sierrs
2. Miyuka
3. Myt
4. Fizzle
5. Artsy
6. Chi-Arei
7. Chains
8. Sizzle
9. Maverick
10. Lust

1. Divide the list up by even and odd. Which group of five would make a better Five Man Band (like a Power Rangers team)? Who would you slot in each position: Leader, Lancer (second-in-command), Big Guy, Smart Guy, The Chick? If you think the team would be improved by swapping one character between the even and odd groups, which ones would you switch?

Okay, so let’s see. On the odd team we have 1 (Sierrs), 3 (Myt), 5 (Artsy), 7 (Chains), 9 (Maverick) … I can see that all the guys are in this team. As for how the team would fare, I don’t think they’d do that bad. I mean, everyone in this team is able to fight, with the exception of Artsy. Now for dividing.

Odds
Leader: I think Sierrs’d be the leader, ‘cause despite how perverted he is, and the fact that he’d spend a lot of time making advances towards Myt, he’s also one of the most level-headed ones in the group
Lancer: Myt. Because if Sierrs ever happens to enter his rare depression, then Myt would be able to snap him back so they could get back to business. He knows Sierrs best, and… Well, now he’s in easier reach for Sierrs |D
Big Guy: Chains. He’s the most intimidating one in the group, and in a way one of the most useful. He can smell the enemies blood from miles away, and once they’re destroyed, he can easily ‘dispose’ of them. AKA, eat them himself and use their bones for future combat.
Smart Guy: Maverick, ‘cause he’s most likely the smartest one in the group. He’d be pretty good for infiltration missions…
The Chick: Artsy, I guess… He’s not in the least feminine, but he is the weakest. And everyone else would have to spend some time making sure he’s safe when they’re off fighting |D


On the even side we have 2 (Miyuka), 4 (Fizzle), 6 (Chi-Arei), 8 (Sizzle) and 10 (Lust). I can safely say that this team is one of the most screwed up teams of all. I mean, the only actual fighting power they have are Miyuka and Chi D| Everyone else is very much human… With no special abilities. But I digress…

Even
Leader + Lancer: Sizzle and Fizzle. I put them together, ‘cause Sizzle has the smarts and leadership skills to be a leader, but he’s also ridiculously passive and quiet. Fizzle is too rash to be a leader, but she’s a lot more social than Sizzle. What would happen is, Sizzle plans out and whatever else leaders do, and Sizzle would voice them for him.
Big Guy: … Surprisingly enough, Miyuka. Why? Because of the whole group, her fighting skills are actually the best, what with her being a mage and all. She has fighting experience and is by no means a pushover in combat.
Smart Guy: Chi-Arei, I guess... Maybe he’d be better in the Big Guy section, but this is really best for him. If...Chi and Arei can come to some kind of agreement… Which probably won’t help them OTL
The Chick: Lust. Only spot left, plus...yeah... Look at it like this. If they capture him, I bet the enemy’s be too freaked out to keep him due to his strange fetishes and assertiveness.

As for swapping... I dunno... Probably switch Maverick for maybe list...just to keep the human count somewhat equal? I'd have to reorganize the teams again, though...orz

2. Gender-swap 2, 8 & 10. Which character would have the most change in their story arc? Which the least? Would any of these characters have to have a complete personality change to be believable as the opposite sex?
2 (Miyuka), 8 (Sizzle) and 10 (Lust)...
Miyuka and Sizzle story arc would change the most, simply because Sizzle is a guy that he’s the way he is. By that I mean constantly getting abused by his mom. If he were a girl he wouldn’t have that problem. Miyuka… I’m not all that sure, akhsually... Myt and Sierrs care more for her because she’s a girl, but... Gah, the story just wouldn’t be the same anymore. The love V wouldn’t be there anymore either. Lust wouldn’t change squate, because boy or girl, his goal is sex :|
Miyuka may have to change her personality a bit to be a believable male, but Sizzle and Lust are okay as they are.


3. Compare the matchups of 1 & 8 and 5 & 9. (Ignore canon sexual preferences for the moment.) Which couple would be more compatible?

1 (Sierrs) and 8 (Sizzle) and 5 (Artsy) and 9(Maverick), eh? Hold on while I got fix my brain before answering.
Sierrs and Sizzle would be most compatible, I guess. Artsy and Maverick are too much alike to match. Maverick needs someone to pull him out of his shell. Same goes for Artsy, in a way. If they were together all they’d do is emo all day :|
As for Sierrs and Sizzle... Sierrs would probably take interest in the way Sizzle was and probably unintentionally fall for him. They’re not all that alike, yet they are at the same time.
... Now I feel like doing something with that pairing. Thanks, meme. Thanks a bunch D|

4. Your team is 3, 4 & 9. The mission consists of a social challenge, a mental challenge and a physical challenge. Which team member do you assign to each challenge?

3 (Myt), 4(Fizzle) and 9 (Maverick), hmm? Fizzle would get the social challenge, she’s a very talkative person. Maverick would get the mental challenge, that’s what he tends to do when he’s around people. Try to get into their minds and find their flaws. Myt would get physical, ‘cause... Well, he’s the most physically fit of them all... D|

5. 7 becomes 1's boss for a week in some plausible fashion. How's their working relationship?

7(Chains) becomes 1 (Sierrs)’s boss... Oh...Oh well fuck. Quite literally. All week long. There’d be blood play, knife play, bondage, asphyxiation, humiliation, sado-masochism and a whole other lotta crap that I can’t possibly really mention now... And Sierrs wouldn’t be able to decline. Sierrs’d probably also lose a lot of blood that week.
And after putting Sierrs through all that he’d probably also go on his usual hunting spree, since Sierrs can’t tell him not to anymore, or use anything against him |D


6. 2 finds him/her/itself inserted into 6's continuity. As far as anyone other than 2 or 6 is concerned, they've always been there. What role would 2 be presumed to have had in 6's story, and could they fit in without going wonky?

2 (Miyuka) in 6 (Chi-Arei)’s story? ... Gee, how would that work indeed. Miyuka...Miyuka’d probably love hanging out with Chi, but she’d be quite afraid of Arei. Especially if he started making advances on her. Maybe Miyuka’d be able to cure Chi’s fear of magic, or she could make it worse if she ended up fighting Arei to protect herself. She wouldn’t really be much help for Chi’s problem, though... And Chi wouldn’t be able to help Miyuka with her passion for the magic arts. This...wouldn’t really work out all that much...

7. 3 and 5 get three wishes. The catch is that they have to agree on all three wishes before they get the benefits of any of them. What three wishes would they make?

3 (Myt) and 5 (Artsy)... What a boring match-up. Especially considering the fact that I’m not even done with planning out Artsy’s story yet D|
Myt would at first probably think that he’d want his mom back, but he’d most probably think against it. Maybe he’d wish the be fully human again, and not death and life combined in a stupid way? I dunno... As for Artsy... Whatever the thing is that bothers him, he’d probably wish for it to get better, or something... Despite the regret Myt feels, he wouldn’t want to change anything in his life now and probably let Artsy change his life for whatever he feels like.
Shame on you, Artsy! Myt is younger than you, yet more mature D<


8. 1 and 2 are brainwashed by a one-time artifact that works even on people immune to mind control to attack and kill 4. They keep their normal personality, skills and competence level, except any Code vs. Killing has been turned off. Can 4 survive? How?

1 (Sierrs) and 2 (Miyuka) brainwashed... To attack and kill 4 (Fizzle)...
Well, neither Sierrs or Miyuka are immune to mind control, but Sierrs would never harm a girl. Ever. Ever. He’d probably go suicidal instead of killing Fizzle... As for Miyuka... Sadly, she probably would end up killing Fizzle... And the guilt would probably kill her...
The way things look here... I think everyone would end up dying some time or another D|
That, or Kuren would come out of nowhere and kill Fizzle for them, seeing as that’s his job, and spare Sierrs and Miyuka some of the guilt...

9. 6, 7, 9 & 10 must help an orphanage full of small and depressed children have a merry Christmas. Who does what, knowing that at the very least the kids will be expecting a visit from Santa?

6(Chi-Arei), 7(Chains), 9(Maverick) and 10(Lust) need to... WHAT KIND OF A SICK MATCH-UP IS THIS?! D<
It’d probably be smart for Chi and Mav to lock Chains and Lust up in a closet. I mean, Lust would probably dress as Santa for the kids... And molest them. Or maybe he wouldn’t, since Lust actually likes kids... In a non-sexual way. But he’d give into his urges and molest them. Or...yeah. Chains is a danger on his own. If they were locked up in a closet together they’d be able to have their fun, though.

And now we go to Chi, who would convince Mav to help him cheer up the kids. Either Chi’d dress up as Santa and Mav would be his helper - the image of Mav in a female elf outfit comes to mind... - or Mav would be Santa and Chi the helper elf... Either way, Mav would be helping Chi fer sure.


10. 3 and 8 are challenged to circumnavigate the Earth in eighty days or less, using only forms of transportation invented before 1900. Can they do it, or will they be fatally distracted by sidequests or their own personality conflicts?

3(Myt) and 8 (Sizzle), hnn...Nah, they should be able to get along. Their both pretty quiet. They’d probably fail the mission, though... I mean, Myt would think that the mission was bullshit and impossible to complete in the first place. And Sizzle would admit that, and they’d both probably do nothing about it... They’re so full of hope, aren’t they? |D

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Sugarlumps
  • Reading: Pandora Hearts
  • Watching: Pandora Hearts
  • Playing: Emulators and Stepmania

Meme of DOOOOOOM!!!!

Sun Sep 27, 2009, 12:02 PM
Another meme stolen from :icondeathbymurder:

Long ass meme... Don't ask why I copied the way she did... I just did... And a little knowledge behind my characters wouldn't be all that bad, would it?
I have one more meme after this... Then I probably won't update this quite as much anymore...OTL


1) Chi-Arei (iAnti-Virus): A rather colourful, cheerful guy. While Chi only has one other personality (Arei), his RL self has multiple different personalities, which he switches to at random. Chi prefers looking at the bright side of things rather than all the bad ones, which is why he bounces back easily. Arei is more interested in fighting and tends to get quite irritated with Chi’s personality. Due to the reset Chi no longer has the scars that actually used to haunt him, yet if he’s going to remain unscarred...

2) Maverick (iAnti-Virus): After the server reset, Maverick got pretty much a complete new makeover. One that isn’t completely Chi inspired. He did re-buy the ears and tails, though, and still uses a hammer to fight. Maverick is making more of an effort to open up to other people, with the help of Chrystal, yet at the same time he’s also slowly starting to become more attached to Chi than he’s willing to admit...

3) Acrylic (iAnti-Virus): Acrylic doesn’t change much after the server reset. She loves art and wants people to recognize her and her stick figure art. She doesn’t always get the reaction she wants, though, and that usually tends to lead to unnecessary fights. Acrylic didn’t always used to be like this, though. She’s well aware that her way of getting attention isn’t the most desired one, but this was the only way that worked for her. And, is what she says, ‘At least people are finally looking at me. They may hate me, but they’re looking at me, and that’s all I want.’

4) Myt (Subeta): Despite his cold/indifferent exterior, Myt used to be quite the crybaby when he was younger. Then again, that was before his life change drastically. Due to an incident that happened when he was younger, Myt now shares a rather interesting and unwanted bond with Kuren. He also comes from a family who are either famous chefs, or martial artists. Though his parents were chefs, he’s inherited a bit of both.

5) Sierrs (Subeta): A rather happy-go-lucky guy with a rather fucked up past. He gladly listens to anyone’s problem, and does his best to give them advice, but whenever anyone asks anything about himself he immediately changes the topic. He’s done a lot of things in the past he’s not proud of, but he still has a strong will to live. Not just for himself, but for the people he cares about. Though, with the condition he has, he probably doesn’t have much time left to live... Sierrs is also a feminist, being unable to deny a girl anything, or hurt them.

6) Miyuka (Subeta): Miyuka is a normal girl, with normal parents and who leads a normal life. The catch here? Her obsession with anything magical which made her set out on a journey to learn magic. She’s currently still training to improve her magical powers, and is currently being taught by Xelja seeing as Ninitiek mysteriously disappeared as the story progressed. She’s just an average girl, with a (now) not so average life.

7) Zante (Subeta): When Zante’s sober he’s a perfectly nice young man, who’s an expert in many different forms of martial arts. However, it only takes a small drop of alcohol to change him into a complete and total, oblivious drunk. He’s hated by Sierrs, since he tried to hit on Myt when he was drunk, but he’s interested in teaching him a fighting style due to the strength in his legs. Also, Zante consumes alcohol as if it were water, which is probably what his body registers it as =/

8) Chains (Subeta): Chains was once bitten by a vampire, but the transformation never finished. He has half the benefits of being a vampire and is still completely mortal. He goes into his ‘vampire mode’ when he smells blood, and needs to smell a different kind of chemical for him to turn human again. Now, he can either wait for the transformation to either finish eventually, or find an antidote. Due to the vampire incident Chains is deathly afraid to go outside for fear of injuring people, quite the change from his original personality. Also, Chains (human) is afraid of women.

9) Sizzle (B&W): Sizzle pretty much has an eternal neutral expression on. He doesn’t talk much, and when he does it’s always in a rather monotonous tone. His appearance also attracts a lot of attention, what with his torn clothing, pierced face and dyed mop of hair. He’s a very kind and hardworking person, though generally preferring to keep to himself than to let others worry for his wellbeing. To make up for his passiveness he always speaks the truth. So if you ask him something, let it be something you’d rather not want to hear if it’s the truth or not.

10) Fizzle (B&W): Fizzle is, in a way, the polar opposite of her older twin, Sizzle. Loud, colorful and with quite the temper at times. Though she’s the younger of the two, she likes to call Sizzle her ‘younger brother’, which he doesn’t mind but comments on every time. Also, she’s rather insecure about her weight, seeing as her brother weighs quite a bit less than her, though she’s perfectly healthy. He’s the one with the below average weight. She’s tough both on the inside and outside, not afraid to start a fight with someone, but when it comes to her brother she’s extremely worried about him. But as things are, there’s nothing she can do to help him.

11) Artsy (B&W): Artsy was what he called himself when Fizzle asked for a name, and he unintentionally started the gathering of their group, and the nicknames they give themselves. He simply didn’t want to give them his name, though, not knowing them well enough to, and that was the way he greeted everyone who he didn’t know but needed something to address him by. Artsy’s problems are unclear up till now. All that’s known is that he’s currently the Art and Homeroom teacher for Sizzle, Fizzle and the rest of the gang. That, and everyone hangs out at his house, for some reason...

12) Lust (B&W): If it has legs, he’ll fuck it. If it doesn’t have legs, he’ll fuck it. If it’s dead he’ll probably fuck it, too. Of everyone in the group, Lust is the one with the most nicknames, and the one person everyone tries to avoid for fear that he’ll try to get in their pants. Which he will if he gets the chance. He joined the group because it looked like fun, and he isn’t particularly interested in changing his little problem, but maybe. Just maybe he’ll find something other than sex that he likes, and just maybe he’ll make an effort to change. He’s not planning on doing any of that anytime soon, though.


1. Who would make a better college prof.? 6 (Miyuka) or 11 (Artsy)?
Oooh... That’s a good one |D
Well, technically Artsy already is a teacher... He doesn’t like his job at all, though, thus isn’t all that good of a teacher. Anyone willing to guess just who he teaches?
Miyuka could make a good teacher. She’s been taught by so many people... She might be a bit of a pushover, though |D

2. Do you think 2 (Maverick) is hot? How hot?
...
WHY ARE YOU ASKING ME IF I FIND MY CHILDREN HOT?! DON’T YOU KNOW THAT’S CALLED INCEST?! –shot- OTL
Haa... I guess he’s okay... I like his post-hack look more than his pre-hack, though... Only Trix and Pixie know what he looks like then, though |D
But I digress... Do you think he’s hot?

3. 12 (Lust) sends 8 (Chains) out on a mission. What is it? Does it succeed?
Is there a reason why these two keep coming up together? Like...mission? What mission? Lust and Chains would forget the existence of the mission. Probably too busy screwing each other >>
So of course they’d fail

4. What is or would be 9’s (Sizzle) favorite book?
I don’t read enough English books myself to be able to answer this... owo;;

5. Would it make more sense for 2 (Maverick) to swear fealty to 6 (Miyuka), or the other way around?
... Probably Miyuka to Maverick, since Maverick is only loyal Chi...
Technically neither, but most probably Miyuka, yeah...

6. For some reason, 5 (Sierrs) is looking for a roommate. Should (s)he share a studio apartment with 9 (Sizzle) or with 10 (Fizzle)?
He’d be better off sharing with Sizzle. One of the reasons being that, despite how undeniably nice he is to girls, he’s more comfortable being open around guys.

7. 2 (Maverick), 7 (Zante), and 12 (Lust) have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
I’d commend Zante and Lust on their ability to even get Maverick to come along with them. As for what they’d talk about, Lust would start talking about sex and start hitting on them, Zante’d probably start a drunk random on how he’d like to marry the bottle of beer he’s currently holding, and Maverick would probably wish for someone to shoot him right then and there.

8. 3 (Acrylic) challenges 10 (Fizzle) to a duel. What happens?
Firstly, Acrylic’d challenge Fizzle to a drawing duel, which she’d win of course. Fizzle’d get pissed off at the infairness of it all and probably destroy the drawing, which would piss Acrylic off. That would lead to the start of World War III right then and there.

9. If 1 (Chi-Arei) stole 8’s (Chains) most precious possession, how would she/he get it back?
If Chi did that, then he’d better put that Spa’ringian speed of his to good use. That is, if he values his life.

10. Suggest a title for a story in which 7 (Zante) and 12 (Lust) both attain what they most desire.
Sexy Beer

11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 (Myt) and 1 (Chi-Arei) to work together?
... Someone kidnapped Maverick and Sierrs and they need to save them?

12. If 7 (Zante) visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?
If Zante came over I’d immediately call ~trixsmia, since she’s such a fan of him, and we’d hang out together and have fun =w= Because he’s cute and loveable and adorable when he’s drunk |D

13. If you could command 3 (Acrylic) to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?
BUILD ME THE MOST EPIC SANDCASTLE TO END ALL SANDCASTLES D<

14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11 (Artsy)?
No... Not many people know of Artsy’s existence to begin with... And not many of my friends really know how to draw or right. There are exceptions, but... No one needs to, though.

15. If 2 (Maverick) had to choose sides between 4 (Myt) and 5 (Sierrs), which would it be?
Preferably neither, but if necessary probably Myt, since Myt wouldn’t try to hit on him... Then again, Myt is automatically also on Sierrs’ side, which technically makes having to choose sides kind of...moot.

16. What might 10 (Fizzle) shout while charging into battle?
Depending on the situation, probably some kind of curse in Spanish.

17. If you chose a song to represent 8 (Chains), which song would you choose?
Why him of all people? Well, ah... Songs that remind me of Chains are ‘This is Halloween’ by Panic! At the Disco and... Mitternacht, Das tir in Mir (Wolfen), Vater Unser and Das Omen by E Nomine...

18. 1 (Chi-Arei), 6 (Miyuka), and 12 (Lust) are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake left, and they all reach for it at the same time. Who gets to eat it?
Probably Lust... Since Chi would probably insist Miyuka take in, and Miyuka would probably insist Chi to take it, and while they’re busy doing that Lust would take it for himself, since no one was obviously gonna take it.

19. What might be a good pick-up line for 2 (Maverick) to use on 10 (Fizzle)?
... Hold on. Let me go die in peace after reading the question. –dies- ... –revives-
Okay, I’m done. But seriously, Maverick + pick-up line = No way

20. What would 5 (Sierrs) most likely be arrested for?
Public sex. With Myt. He’s been lucking out so far, but...

21. What is 6’s (Miyuka) secret?
... Miyuka has a secret?

22. If 11 (Artsy) and 9 (Sizzle) were racing to a destination, who would get there first?
Depends. If cars are allowed, then Artsy would win, seeing as Sizzle has none. If you have to run, then Sizzle would win, seeing as he’s more physically fit than Artsy. That, or Artsy would just give Sizzle a lift in his car, since this racing to destination crap is stupid.

23. If you had to walk home through a bad neighborhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 7 (Zante) or 8 (Chains)?
Zante, and preferable when he’s sober, since he can kick but then. If not, then when he’s drunk it’s good, too. He’d be able to entertain me and take my mind off of getting mugged, most probably... Or he might get mugged himself...OTL

24. 1 (Chi-Arei) and 9 (Sizzle) reluctantly team up to save the world from the threat posed by 4’s (Myt’s) sinister secret organization. 11 (Artsy) volunteers to help them, but it is later discovered that (s)he is actually a spy for 4 (Myt). Meanwhile, 4 (Myt) has kidnapped 12 (Lust) in an attempt to force their surrender. Following the wise advice of 5 (Sierrs), they seek out 3 (Acrylic), who gives them what they need to complete their quest. What title would you give this fic?

What the Fuck was I On?, or What the Fuck was Myt thinking?, or WTF?!



Also, ~trixsmia and me had a lot of fun spamming people's inboxes on Facebook... Revenge for them spamming ours |D
...plan kinda backfired, though. Was a rather fun experience, though OTL

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